It’s alright to admit it to yourself, and to say it to someone else. In fact, doing so isn’t admitting defeat at all. It isn’t giving-up. It’s simply consenting, to fully feeling the reality of the despair and the pain of the moment.
As you do, just remember that you won’t feel like that forever.
John has quickly become one of my favorite bloggers. I won't lie, I got choked up reading this.